9 dpo and the usual

I loathe this part of the cycle...this in between mess. Right now, part of it is because I can't trust my symptoms at all. Not after last cycle when I would have sworn up and down that I was going to be pregnant. This time I have felt absolutely nothing until this weekend. We were at the game Saturday and right before kick off I started feeling pinches in my lower belly. But let me just say that I had this last cycle to and it was a BFN. So I can't really trust that. Well yesterday I had a temp dip...could it be implantation dip???? And low and behold today I've had light pink/tanish spotting (VERY little, just when I check my CM) and cramping and bloated feeling. Oh and my temp shot back up today. BUT, I started my progesterone last night - but in the past it doesn't effect my temps that much. SOOOO....all this is VERY suspicous. I did take a test this morning because I'm such a freak and it was negative. But if it is just implanting it may still be a few days away. I just feel like it is too early for period spotting. My spotting before period last cycle was on 12 dpo. SO I'm in this in between stage, when I might be, but I don't know cause it's too early. I'm trying not to get my hopes up. I'm going ahead and planning on another cycle of clomid. I just wish I could go ahead and know either way. You know I will test every day, I'm such a freak. God please let this be it. I know it's only been 2 months but it feels so much longer already. Waiting is so hard. Fingers and toes and everything else crossed... Alison