6 weeks....another post

So, I'm having to make another post today because I've had some unforeseen events today.

Remember that cramp that woke me up this morning?....well, it came with some brown spotting around 2:30pm this afternoon. Ugh. I feel like I can't catch a break!

So, I called RE and spoke with the nurse, and they want me to call my OB here in town to get a u/s done tomorrow. :|

Unless I start spotting again, DH won't be there, which is fine. This is very unexpected and it is alot for him to take off work. I don't see a point in him going either. If everything is still ok, I *may* see a HB, but it's still so early, so probably not. At least it'll give me an idea of how many are in there.

Rather wait till Sat for sure, but I guess it's kinda a bonus that I get a sneak peak. I hope it turns out to be ok. As long as the sac is nice and round, and the yolk sac is together (these were probs last time), and the baby is measuring correctly then I'll be ok with out a HB.

So, looks like unexpected u/s. I'm calling in the morning to see if and when I can get in.

Just have to keep reminding myself there is nothiing I can do, and there is nothing I did wrong. It's in God's hands. It's his/her decision on the life or not of this baby. Just got to remember that...

update tomorrow after I know something.